Let's talk about love

I'm devastated. I really can't describe how i really feel because its this sinking feeling that the world's really really fucked out there. My aunt's heartbroken. And i can do nothing about it.

She's waited almost a decade to be with the man she loves. They marry and then he choses to leave her, for a younger woman. They're in their 50s, married less than a year ago and he announces that he's packing his bags.

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!

I remember losing my loved one. The feeling of not wanting to get out of bed ever. Every step being heavy and just wanting to be in my dark, dark room. Alchoholism. Every love song seemed like nails on a chalkboard. Gut wrenching. And i th0ught i'd never live to see another day. It's been 3 years since that time. So i guess doesn't mean that when you're old, it gets any easier to get over heartbreak.

To all those who think that its her fault for not being able to keep her man ...
FUCK YOU.
To the man who walked out on her ...
Shame on you, because you walked out on a great woman.

Then ask why she get married only in her 50s? When she was young and attractive she worked her arse out to put 5 younger siblings to school to help her single mom. (my grandma) She worked herself haggard. Cooking for family functions and when i say family i'm talking about catering for 30+ people. no joke .. 7 siblings minimum 3 kids each. Now elder grandkids are even married with their own kids, spouses etc. She's my Singapore idol. And i love her.