I have a small confession.

I think part of me is commitmentphobic. I used to think that the boyfriend is commitmentphobic, now i'm starting to feel terrible bad vibes of repercussion. When he sleeps he looks like the most angelic thing to me. Yet i keep asking myself how long will this thing last.

New job is doing well. I feel a sense of accomplishment. No doubt i'm only half way there. A new environment means i have yet to prove myself.

First task is a huge challenge.
I'll have to overcome that and then i'm be thrown into the deep end. This is the beginning of everything. Its no longer a job it is a career.

Insecurity -- Thats what this is all about.

Today i played my part as a Singapore citizen by voting at the polls. it feels strangely unfamiliar to me as i looked though the list of candidates and i realised. i do not know them personally. i do not know what type of people they are and i do not know what ever decision i've made how would it affect me adversely. But i can sure as hell tell u it is as exciting as striking 4D. I can imagine thousands of households standing by their TV sets all heavily anticipating the results. =) A little humour to end the day with.