Used and confused

Probably karma but i still think ... to all the guys i'm dumped before, good riddance to bad rubbish.

My mood has never been ever so erratic as today.


"I love you too, but i too am only human.i need time to think. I can't drag everything with my 2 bare hands. Time and space and everything's not on my side"
"I too need guidance support emotionally. i might be the one giving you support most of the time but i need someone to lift me up when i'm down"

After analysing the text numerous times ... the outcome is inevertible. I'm getting dumped.
I'm pretty sure he's got his eye on someone else as well. I'm not the only one that thinks that way. I've even gone to the extent of having my bestfriends analyse the text. So now i wait ... for him to have the balls to tell me himself. The end is near.

Today i'm angry, sad, hurt. I'm crying buckets of tears.

My hse is in a mess. I haven't cleaned up after Snickers.

I don't feel like waking up.

It's been raining on and off. Listening to "Coldplay's X&Y" and the Calling's "Where ever you will go" on loop.


Shopping list:
Toilet cleaner
Air Fresheners