I talked to myself aloud. I read and re-read what i had to say. Playing a sort of conversation in my head. Knowing wad i'd say i'll not regret.

I wanted to tell the truth about myself. Yet not feel guilty about what i had to say.

I love 2 people very much. One i can't afford to lose, because i've lost him before the other that seems lost.

And the love i have for the both of them are worlds apart.
Love IS a big word yes. I'm not misusing it coz i know.
:)