As darkart would say: Mindtrip

Was trying to take the perfect picture so i could send it to him. But no matter how i did it. Cannot make it.

As i told Shawn. Shawn Lim not Shaun Tay. Loneliness kinda hits me the worst on my off day. And I'll think of him. Then i'll cry myself to sleep. While talking to Shawn remeniscing about the good old days in secondary school i sent him a message at 3am GMT+8. Singapore time.

"I can't sleep on my off days."
And a stroke of madness perhaps. He returned the call just to say goodnight. i guess there were times when i couldn't sleep, crying myself to bed and feeling sorry for myself there was a certain calmness know he was safe and well. And after the call of perhaps one minute i'll doze off straight to bed.

Anyway, i swear my cheeks ached after the msn conversation with Shawn. You know there was probably one memory of Shawn that i can never forget. The day Ms Sim tried to kiss him in class. The first time i saw him running. Ok lets put it nicely. Shawn was a chubby kid in class. And it was a riot. That day all of us laughed so hard we started to tear.
And he was like "Siao eh. Then let her kiss meh?"

I don't think she'd actually kiss you. So scared for what?

"She's always said i had kissable lips"

Oh my god! I think i actually remember her saying that~! You know it'd probably be a riot if you told your girlfriend about it. Again i doubt she'd actually kiss you. She'd be giving away her virgin kiss. And it'd be sexual harrassment.

So after laughing my hearts content and the call. for the first time in a long time. i had a good night's rest