Fresh starts and food!!!

Shaun's back. Seen him for the 1st time in 44+1 days. Coz he came back the day before but i've been working hard so cannot meet up.

My green tree frog turned into a black frog. I dunno how we ended up with a new breed of frog called the Brunian Black frog. Scientific name blackus froggius then we started laughing hysterically. I've missed having him around. He's gotten skinnier. Damn. And i thought that i've lost enough weight.

Presenting my blackus froggius


I will attempt to fatten him up soonish. But in light of the fact he's taking his IPPT soon, i will have to wait till its over. He's got this preconceived notion that if he piles up the pounds he can't run hence failing his IPPT or not getting the desired result. Oh well.

Truth be told i really dunno wad to make out of starting anew with him particularly. I'm not on rebound. I'm not estatic. But i'm just comfortable where i am. i'm in my own skin and loving it.

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"I was worried when you started out because i knew he was going off to study and its such a pity because he's such a nice boy"

Nice? There was nothing nice about what he did to me. I thought it was cowardly and retarded. But i can't contest his decision because all men are crapbags.

I did something for myself yesterday. I deleted all the emails i sent him. In his inbox. Because i don't want him to keep any memories of me. Since he chose this path. I can just pray that he's too scatterbrained to not bookmark my blog. Because in order to forget, to really forget i can't think of anything that has to do with him or what we did together. In time to come we'll both be left with nothing of each other. Good luck, good riddance and fuck off please. Because it just hurts too much to remember. And i have to get on with my life.

On a lighter note i am now able to eat my favourite red meats guilt free -- Lamb and beef. And have my steaks medium rare. Just the way i like it and now even better! I can share. Muahahahaha.

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TM shop marks a new beginning of my work career. I love TM even tho its so far from my place. Waking up has always been a chore for me but i'm such a foodie and i hated Plaza Sing for its cardboard tasting noodles, overpriced and very normal mixed veg rice and eating fast food over and over again.

Today we're going for Sup tulang at army market! Now just wait for the darn rain to stop and we'll be off.