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I just discovered youtube. There’s some funny shite on that site I can tell u.


On the home front;
i feel a need to push myself to the limit.
Since everyone else is already driving me nuts
I feel I need a distraction before I sabotage my love life again

I don’t see myself as a runner.
Runners are what I define as people who turn a blind eye and just head the opposite direction when things get tough.

Weak.

I’ve been trying hard to change to make myself stronger.

And its so hard.

I have the love of a wonderful person
And yet . . . the feeling of disbelief still hangs at the back of my head.
i.am.an.idiot.sometimes.