the dummy book

i wish there was a manual for everything in life.

101s to keeping yourself from JACKASSES: Yes the world is full of them.

STOP: (Insert any bad thing that we continuously do anyways.)

How to comfort the grieving

How to get back to that tell tale person

12 steps to cleaning your room

the perfect diet

how to tell someone you love them, worst still telling them that you've stopped

Funny.

i sound like i should be in the army to live a life in conformity or something.

In a way my life here feels like that.i'm not living the ideal lifefamily home cooked dinners, sunday sleep ins and cartoons, going to parks. that's why i feel like a fish out of water
Peter's going back to UK. One less friend again.

I wonder if anyone would ever notice that i'm not around.
like how i noticed that jude's not just down the road.that ivy and sha have got their happening livescheanea will be poppin babies soon
and me ...
i'm staying in my little box.

Something struck me yesterday ... Taking the Q from Grey's Anatomy
"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."