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This morning i received a wrong number call.I was groggy and in a foul mood. Very foul. He was like Morning darrrrling and began his conversation already and in 5 seconds of realisation that i didn't know the bugger i fucked him over the phone. Oei wrong number la! Then there was a click. I think he was scared off.
Muahahaha but theres a reason for my evilness.
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Last night I went for a coupla drinks with an old friend. Lets call him RL. That's his initials. Anyways i had a good time with RL. I haven't met him in ages and i met him after work. In my work uniform. We were at Emerald hill chatting over drinks. Drank till we had this buzz and happy feeling.

"There are 2 types of women. The kind that you'd love to just fling yourself for temporary comfort. You know plain wild fun. The other sort is for keeps. Someone u'd want to have your kids. Settle down and move in with."

I'm not too sure if i'm selling myself out by being the latter. Coz men are such players. Women now aren't that simple anymore either.

We ended up at Swensens same place i had my first date with him sharing a fish and chips. I felt a pang of sadness. Being there again at 2am in the morning.

He sent me home intoxicated and i admit i did feel a little sorry for myself. He was feeling a lil high as well so when he asked if he could rest at my place i said ok. Out of goodwill i didn't want the TP to stop him on the way home. So he rested on my bed while i continued endulging myself in my wine stash and surfing the internet.

After a short nap started kissing the nape of my neck and i was like u can't do this. My boyfriend will so kill you. And guess what he said?

Let him. I want it.

At that point i sobered up and looked at him straight.

I don't. And you have to leave.

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I can be many things. But i'm not easy.

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Fell asleep immediately after he left and woke up at 9 a little hungover and my body ached. Felt used even though nothing happened. I still wished that i did something.

As for RL. He's still my friend.

I guess i just won't be meeting him anytime soon.

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I wish he was around more often. I feel vulnerable.