Seeking comfort 16 hours away from me

My greatest weakness is being too soft.

Me: i found out that he wasn't lying abt being attached and i got insanely drunk. So drunk a "friend" tried to jump me. Sigh.

TP: Lotsa other fishies out in the sea. Some good friend you have.

Me: Yea tell me abt it. He dumped me for a German chick. I feel not pretty enough.

TP: Nonsence, he just prefers girls more hairy.

*Smiles* this cheered me up today.
I met TP when i was still working in Choc Bar. And since then he looks more hot than ever.



See. Hott.

When i first knew him he seemed like this pastey looking mixed up kid. While holidaying his English-Korean looks started to get more prominent.

I've never been SPG but i've always been attracted to people with a more colourful heritage. Like me.

I would never want to grow up any other way.



Speaking of which i had a good Hari Raya. Even tho i was too old to receive green packets.

I hugged my aunts. And i felt a pang of sadness.

Love just blinds sometimes -- I see that she's smiling. Even though her husband only spends the weekends with her and the rest of the week with someone else. I feel so sad that she hurts and that i hurt too. I haven't told her Vic's left me. But that's secondary.

And i've truely lost faith.