He surprises me.
Shaun on the phone talking business
Yesterday, i came home to a house that smelt like green tea and lavander.
My clothes folded neatly in a corner.
My things arranged nicely in the cupboard.
My bed made (gasp!)
My perfume blocking an old picture and i smiled.
Weary are the days i shuttle from work.home.sleep.work
There is no other way.
I am too comfortable with what i'm earning now i don't think i can take it if i'm earning any less. So fuck it really if i don't have a life.
But that doesn't stop me from planning for my future of course. From insurance to business. But i wasn't really prepared for this:
Him: Do you see yourself getting married
Me: Nope. Haven't got there yet. But i love weddings tho.
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If it were not for yesterday, i'd ask him to take a long walk. Perhaps i want to see other people.
Because i'm one of the most eligible bachelorettes in town.
Because i missed having someone around, bringing me out, being romanced, having someone intelligent to talk to, going to the movies -- having a normal life.
Anything but this -- Housewife to my dog. Living in a boxed up apartment. Still. Alone.
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I've got one of the most difficult tasks assigned to me at work and i am going to have one of the most horrible bosses. Time to step things up a little and rise to the occassion. If i survive till the 20th i'd be buying myself my first apple product.
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