Lies, lots of them

For abit i was side-tracked

It began with lunches, flowers and itty bitty things that make you feel loved.

Everyone deserves to be loved. That includes you.

He was such a smooth talker. I enjoyed his company.
It was like a good massage to a knotted mind.

There is nothing more attractive than a guy being smart.

he'd poke fun at me.
he thinks the boyfriend is tall and good-looking
he thinks the bestfriend cute too
he thinks he doesn't match up
i told him he doesn't have to

I just liked his company. Talking, having a proper conversation. Making sense of the world when what i see was all so broken, so contorted.
I didn't expect him to breakup with his girlfriend.

I didn't want to fill her shoes*

and so i stopped.
telling him of my troubles. talking to him.

i miss you
he'd say.

i miss you too
i thought you were my friend
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The attention is too much.

*when he left me for someone else i asked myself
why would anyone want to have my old shoes?
smelly old frog
and i thought i was the only one who'd be capable of loving him
boy was a wrong, just like i'm wrong about alot of things

same thing happened to my bear
just that he's no longer mine

no. 5

drinks and drunks

Michielle's getting marrrrrried

Pre ROM and pre birthday party drinking session turned into my counselling session

She thinks i'm not over someone. i swear i am.

On a high note . . .





My first time in an Integra! Haha. Excuse the mountain tortise. Her car's just so pretty.

Pamper yourself

Tis the season to be merry

and be thankful for what you have ...
















my first love, my 2nd box of KKs

Disclaimer

Warning the images below might be disturbing and offensive to some

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Soapy with SHORT hair!!!!












































With the bf/fb who thinks she has an exceptional smile

And lastly getting inked . . . . .
















This one's for myself.
And nobody said anything kekeke

I don't think i'm ready for the Metro life. Deep down inside, i'd like to be with someone who's stuck by me from the beginning to end. Yes. And i mean it.

I'm a traditional lady. Yet practical. My liberalism extends to only the fact that I will not settle down with a guy without living with him first. Simply because you tend to learn most of their quirks while living together. Its about sharing your life, your personal space so yea.

Ironically thats why i have little faith in the bf or fb, whichever. I get off work at 1+, set off again at 9+. My house is only for a place for sleeping and i have yet to have a decent conversation from anyone off work.

I went to the dentist recently.
$45 for a checkup.
I've never gone to a dentist except Auntie Jane's and man have they progressed.

He was this dude with greying hair and friendly eyes. He even had a dental assistant to suck saliva. i was impressed. I do have to admit he did a fantastic job cleaning my teeth.

Miss W*, you will need to have a filling

*me with a dozen thoughts processing thru my head
but my godma is a dentist, i'm supposed to have perfect teeth~!anyhow say one issit?OMG OMG OMG

Its not decaying yet, but there's a hole there. If you don't do anything about it, its going to start to hurtThen you'll have to get it extracted. And its going to be very painful. So you want to get it filled?

Drat

well, wad could i do. So i got my first filling.



I shall end my entry with a slice of sweetness from life. My favourite blackforrest cake. Loaded with tons of rum and cherries.

Bet you didn't know it's a German dessert.

Damn

But its too good to boycott.

Grrrr. Blame my soft heart. :P

pardon the punctuation

Moblogging part 2. one of my complaints is the inability to text properly. no t9! sad. formatting is pretty screwed. no pictures either :(