Tsuris and tantrums

Not for the weak hearted/ homophobic/ignorant/no-to-premaritial sex preachers/ propaganda R18 for language, oh grow up already. The blog owner will not be responsible for mind fucking you, in most cases the reader already is.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

blast from a recent past

I'm on Radio.Blog right now, just cruisin around through the endless amount of songs. The best thing is ... No Retro

I was running out of songs to listen to and quite unexpectedly i decided, lets listen to F4.






http://www.tv3.co.th/f4/images/wallpp/wallpp48x800-10.jpg -> wallpaper from here

During days when i was still very free and in school, i remembered I'll stay up on a school night just to catch their drama Meteor Garden. I didn't like them. No siree, I thought their acting was horrendous and singing was barely ok. Like top 28 of Singapore idol kind of quality. You wouldn't bother to even give a 2nd listen if they were on radio. Note i said listen, not look at.

BUT I digress, something must have kept me hooked right. Wasn't the cute guys with a stylist who was probably just as bad. Look at Jerry Yan's curry puff hair. Stylo ah? *chuckle*
It was the awesome plot which was just so un-chinese, I grew up on Hong Kong, Taiwanese and some good Singaporean chinese dramas and they just get more and more predictable. Especially the Singaporean Dramas.

1. Someone has an affair
2. Someone gets hospitalised. (From stroke usually, gets crippled, or he/she might already have been crippled but got pushed by the villian or something)
3. Someone gets pregnant (Usually the evil villian mistress)
4. For a mistress to get pregnant someone has to have an affair right?
5. Ugly person - Seems to be the "In" thing now.
6. Cars, why can't the lead actor actress not drive? U know explore the other forms of commuting from point A to point B. Walk, ride a motorbike, cycle, take a bus or MRT?

And the list goes on.

Only much later was it that I realised that i was hooked to the storyline. An adaption of a Japanese Manga Hana Mori Dango. Nice.

Lets put it this way, the cute guys didn't hurt either.

Something happened yesterday, I was out at dinner and when I was about to pay the bill, to my horror the restaurant said that it only accepts cash terms. I was quite mortified and had to rush to the nearest ATM to make a withdrawal. 2nd thing i realised was that the ATM card that i brought out with me had no money in it. The other one i left at home. Smart move Soapy.

You can call it a test of fate and trust. But i rang up 3 of my most trusted people, frantic and flustered. The money came 15 minutes later.

I can only say that I put my trust and confidence in the right people. Its not about monetary value. But its about faith and friendships and how much you'd actually go out and help someone in need. Not just a plastic facade of what something seems to be.

If I can discribe what I'm feeling now in terms of food, I feel like I'm having a bowl of miso salmon broth - warm, hearty, absolutely refreshing.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

The amazing perspective you get

when you're on a drug cocktail ...

Runny nose, feverish, one red eye (sore not like the drink)

Bleh.

A friend Vic is calling himself V for Vendetta on MSN

Personally I've started calling him V for Virgina and i think its fucking hilarious.

Like fall off on your arse and laugh loudly hilarious.

Then again i'm mean.

Like kick you in your balls mean

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

fuck lah!!

If it doesn't get any worse, there's a glass splinter lodged somewhere on the thick skin of my stinky right foot. Limping. Thanks to the berd brain sis of mine. Insert any expletive here.
Cut is deep and i've had this before. The arse formerly known as Boyfriend removed it. Now that he's no longer in my life. I will have to live with the splinter. My mom used to tell me stuff about the splints entering the blood stream and it could send me in a cardiac arrest or something.

Seriously.

Ok people, i'm a Grey's Anatomy addict and i am not ashamed to admit it. Its smart, funny, gorgeous gorgeous cast most importantly it sends us unrealistic expectations that doctors are not only brainy but damn good looking. So future doctors out there. Invest in a good set of scrubs and u never know who's knickers u'd be getting in.

Mini's not doing very well. She's such a sweetie. i keep saying it because its true. She's coughing out yellow phlegm.

Monday, September 11, 2006

the dummy book

i wish there was a manual for everything in life.



  • 101s to keeping yourself from JACKASSES: Yes the world is full of them.


  • STOP: (Insert any bad thing that we continuously do anyways.)

  • How to comfort the grieving

  • How to get back to that tell tale person

  • 12 steps to cleaning your room

  • the perfect diet

  • how to tell someone you love them, worst still telling them that you've stopped
  • Funny.

    i sound like i should be in the army to live a life in conformity or something.

    In a way my life here feels like that.i'm not living the ideal lifefamily home cooked dinners, sunday sleep ins and cartoons, going to parks. that's why i feel like a fish out of water
    Peter's going back to UK. One less friend again.


    I wonder if anyone would ever notice that i'm not around.
    like how i noticed that jude's not just down the road.that ivy and sha have got their happening livescheanea will be poppin babies soon
    and me ...
    i'm staying in my little box.


    Something struck me yesterday ... Taking the Q from Grey's Anatomy
    "Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."